Anonymous asked: do you know how to not gain weight after fasting/restricting for so long? im going on vacation tomorrow and i know that ill be eating 1200+ and ive been eating under 500 for 1 and a half months now
honestly, unless you’re exercising like crazy, there is no way.
that’s how I gained so fast. I went from fasting three days a week and under 500 the rest, to a regular intake when my mom found my tumblr and threatened treatment
Anonymous asked: Your "baby" looks chubby...you know chubby people only like other chubby people right?
you’re so goddamn lucjy I don’t know you in real life or I would stomp your fucking face in until you’re choking on blood and teeth. insult me, not my boyfriend. fucking scum.
protein bar: 180
apple with peanut butter: 200
now to force a fuck ton o water down my throat
down another pound
bag of chips: 110
and three starburst, so rounding it to 200
two pounds down since yesterday
yay I guess
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry you'll never look frail. You're too thick and wide for that. Love handles.. thighs.. the list goes on.
“you can’t let one girl’s comment make you crazy again. I can’t have you starving to the point of looking like you could pass out at any second again. if you need counseling, we’ll get it. I just need you to be committed.”,my mom
recovery is right in front of me, being handed to me, and I don’t even want it.
of all the times I desperately WANTED help and you finally offer it, when I don’t need it